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WHEN WE FELL AWAY

I have always been a fraud.

The eldest son in a strict Mormon family, I spent my life pretending to be the person everyone expected me to be. I tried. God, I tried.

I spent years building a heaven for everyone but myself.
I preached salvation while quietly drowning.

Then, in 1991, the church sent me to Lyon, France—and I met Elder Nathan Van Zandt.

Our district leader. A football star who’d put his future on hold to serve God. Brilliant. Devoted. Impossibly beautiful. The kind of man every room seemed to bend toward.

And impossible to resist.

Sometimes your breaking point isn’t the moment you go under. Sometimes it’s the moment you finally come up for air.

When We Fell Away is a forbidden M/M second-chance romance about faith, identity, years of aching restraint, and the devastating cost of loving the only person who’s ever felt like home.